I'm not sure if everyone has dreams I have never had one no ambition no motivation nothing but then I started martial arts and my life lit up every class every move taught every puch thrown every hit taken made me smile with excitement and crave for more I have not taken martial arts for months now and I fear I never will but if someday I can get back into it I just want to go further I wanna go to tournaments I wanna be some sort of world champion I wanna dive deep into this realm  and spar and learn and talk to people like me but I dont know if this dream even exists and if it does I just wanna know how do I get started and go on that road to take me to where I want to be. I spend countless hours wondering this is there really such a goal to achieve or has my imagination finally gotten the better of me.